Kendall Jenner‘s getting actual about loneliness … saying months of touring round modeling left her in a darkish place — stuffed with tears simply earlier than drifting off to sleep.

The fact star-turned-mogul opened up throughout a convo on Emma Chamberlain‘s ‘Something Goes’ podcast … acknowledging she lives a really lucky life — however, one stuffed with its personal set of challenges — whether or not not getting a job she’d love or being overworked.

She explains she’s usually touring round for months at a time … and, a sense of isolation can start to creep in — leading to some very “darkish nights.”

KJ says she’s discovered herself in random cities around the globe … sobbing herself to sleep as a result of she’s spent three months away from dwelling with out her KarJenner help system.

Jenner mentions there are occasions one thing large occurs again dwelling, and she will be able to’t go due to work … which solely provides to the sense of loneliness she feels.

As for the way she will get by means of the emotions … Kendall says cleaning herself — showering or submerging herself in any type of water — and walks assist her handle the powerful occasions.

Kendall’s been sincere about her psychological well being … admitting she’s suffered from anxiousness for years — together with diving into her latest powerful months throughout a Vogue cowl story in June.

Different KarJenners have touched on these types of feelings as effectively … like Kendall’s sister Kylie who broke down in tears throughout an episode of “The Kardashians” that aired final month when speaking in regards to the digs at her look.